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Tell a Secret
The Uncool.
~You are not Cool~
16 March 2008 @ 08:59 pm
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12 December 2007 @ 08:21 pm
Tonight is one of those nights...
**tonight I have these doubts and so does everybody else**
I am so bored and still I have no cell phone. I still am on work restrictions. Only 4 hours a day and 20 hours a week. So basically I go to work at 11 and am home by 3. And no phone, so there is an awful lot of boredom here tonight.
**my blessing, my faults, I've learned all the lessons that can't be taught**
Song is even bored, she is stretched out under the blanket. I would take a picture but I don't have a camera anymore.
Breaking your leg really sucks.
**weren't you feeling real dirty, bleeding in the parking lot?**
I don't think I am going to get Christmas off. In light of being laid up for a month I doubt I will be first choice for time off. So I may be in Saint Cloud by myself. With my stupid broken leg.
I was really hyper at work today (my usual self you say?) rolling around in my wheely chair. Heather and I got into a slap fight, pretty fun I guess.
With no phone I feel disconnected and lonely.
**friends and liars all wait for me**
But on a positive note, Project Runway starts in a half hour! Tonight is supposed to be a bombshell night. Someone leaves the show early, I think it has something to do with Jack having AIDS. I hope he is not sick again, or that it isn't connected to that at all, but I fear it is.
I am so tired from dragging this leg around that nothing looks fabulous but sleeeeeeeep. I am just trying to keep myself away from the fridge!
**late night, come home, work sucks, I know**
It was nice being in the Falls, laying with Macki and Mulli, both of them would lay under the covers with me. Both of their cute little heads on the pillow just like a human. They were both so soft and squishy. Song is hyper and bony. *yawns*
There have been alot of good songs on the radio lately, and I want a lot of new cds. Or an iTunes gift card.
My boss told me on Monday that I am kind of girly. Hmm. I was telling him about a two level fort I made with the neighbor boys. It had bunk beds and everything. He was shocked that I like going four wheeling and playing with tools. He said. "hmm, well you are kinda girly, just a little bit."
I wonder what he would think if I told him the time when I was ten and went to the hardware store to get T-hinges? I remember dropping them off at my moms desk at work so I could walk around town and not carry them all over. She told us later that someone asked what was in the bag. She told them, "Your 10 year old spends money on Barbies? Mine goes to the hardware store and gets T-Hinges."
**in fact I don't mean any of this, but my confession draws you near**
Feelin': 
gloomy
gloomy14 September 2007 @ 06:23 pm
Nine Inch Nails, I was obsessed with them. Had all their shirts, cd's soundtracks and went to their concert. I think I was the most "stereotypical" normal girl there.
03 September 2007 @ 10:19 pm
So yeah....
Ran into one of the ladies that work in the office of the apartment building I used to live in. Turns out my Ex - Dan, came into the office looking for me. One of those weird experiences that make you giddy and want to throw up all at the same time.
Cheryl said that he had come in to sign some papers and started talking about me. He told her that he had gone to my old building and stood there, at my old door, ringing the buzzer. Waiting for me to answer. After a while he gave up and went to the office and asked about me. Cheryl informed him I moved five monthes ago, and he asked for my new address, which she wouldn't give him.
He reinlisted, and was headed back to Iraq for atleast a year. I guess six years wasn't enough for him.
I wonder, was he sad that he didnt get to talk to me? Was it one of the last things he wanted to clear up before running off like an asshole to Iraq? What did he want to say to me?
"Hey Emily, sorry I didn't like you because I couldn't control you."
or
"Hey Emily, thanks for holding me while I cried."
I'm sure I will spend lots of time thinking about it. *memory deleted*
Ran into one of the ladies that work in the office of the apartment building I used to live in. Turns out my Ex - Dan, came into the office looking for me. One of those weird experiences that make you giddy and want to throw up all at the same time.
Cheryl said that he had come in to sign some papers and started talking about me. He told her that he had gone to my old building and stood there, at my old door, ringing the buzzer. Waiting for me to answer. After a while he gave up and went to the office and asked about me. Cheryl informed him I moved five monthes ago, and he asked for my new address, which she wouldn't give him.
He reinlisted, and was headed back to Iraq for atleast a year. I guess six years wasn't enough for him.
I wonder, was he sad that he didnt get to talk to me? Was it one of the last things he wanted to clear up before running off like an asshole to Iraq? What did he want to say to me?
"Hey Emily, sorry I didn't like you because I couldn't control you."
or
"Hey Emily, thanks for holding me while I cried."
I'm sure I will spend lots of time thinking about it. *memory deleted*
Amusing Me is: Sex and the City
01 September 2007 @ 10:18 am
Well yesterday was day two of my new job. Just found out yesterday it is full commission, but when I accepted the job they presented it like it was salary. So here I am two days in, SELLING FUCKING STUFF OFF A TABLE. We are working to raise money for non profit organizations, so that is pretty cool. BUT I have been out in the sun the last two days FOR NINE HOURS STRAIGHT. My scalp is burned and peeling, so is my face and chest.
I'm depressed I fucked up and took this job. Did I mention it is an hour away from where I live? So I drive two hours???
You have to use your own vehicle and cellphone, they don't give you any money for those items. You have to be there at 8:30 but you don't get out to sell anything until 10-1030.
This job was posted for $40,000.00 and as an EVENTS COORDINATER. So far it is sales for $17,000.00 less.
How this works is that I am supposed to work my way up, all the time earning more money, only the top rank doesn't go out and sell. It is hell. I am seriously fucked.
I'm depressed I fucked up and took this job. Did I mention it is an hour away from where I live? So I drive two hours???
You have to use your own vehicle and cellphone, they don't give you any money for those items. You have to be there at 8:30 but you don't get out to sell anything until 10-1030.
This job was posted for $40,000.00 and as an EVENTS COORDINATER. So far it is sales for $17,000.00 less.
How this works is that I am supposed to work my way up, all the time earning more money, only the top rank doesn't go out and sell. It is hell. I am seriously fucked.
18 April 2007 @ 10:55 pm
21 March 2007 @ 10:20 pm
My neighbors are fighting again, and they have only been married for about six monthes. It is really sad, and they get vicious. They both end up crying half way thru. I feel bad having my ear pressed up to the door - but some peoples arguements are interesting.
Amusing Me is: Jurassic Park of course
16 March 2007 @ 10:26 pm
12 March 2007 @ 10:23 pm
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better!
1. Can you cook?
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What's your sign?
8. Any tattoos and/or piercings?
9. Worst habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Negative or optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
16. Do you have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the macarena?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or draft?
25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Feelin': 
creative
creativeAmusing Me is: the movie 300 KICKS ASS
07 March 2007 @ 09:32 pm
02 March 2007 @ 12:19 am
Okay I liked the movie...alot. But I feel that it is somewhat unclear to me.
In the end it seemed like the Doctor, Frank and the two teachers remembered Donnie. But when he died Gretchen had no clue of him.
Did he move on to the other place to be with Frank and Gretchen, or did he just travel back in time and decide to die then instead of go thru everything again??
Is this originally a book?
In the end it seemed like the Doctor, Frank and the two teachers remembered Donnie. But when he died Gretchen had no clue of him.
Did he move on to the other place to be with Frank and Gretchen, or did he just travel back in time and decide to die then instead of go thru everything again??
Is this originally a book?
Amusing Me is: Men in Black
01 March 2007 @ 08:11 pm
Rufus - Right before they stoned my ass...
Bethany - You were martyred?
Rufus - That’s one way to put it another way is to say
I was bludgeoned to death by big fucking rocks.
I love Dogma
I had my groceries delivered tonight because of the snow, they mixed them up so half of them weren't even mine!!!!!!!!!!
But the delivery guy was hot, so he can come back anytime.
Feelin': 
content
contentAmusing Me is: "when you do it you're thinkin' about guys'
01 March 2007 @ 05:54 pm
My litte girls name will be........
Song.
My sweet little song. I love music, was going to name her Lyric but that sounded to masculine. I am ordering her tag from Australia - should be super duper cute.
ps - I got in a car accident. I caused a 'chain reaction' accident. My car has the most damage. Yay for me.
Song.
My sweet little song. I love music, was going to name her Lyric but that sounded to masculine. I am ordering her tag from Australia - should be super duper cute.
ps - I got in a car accident. I caused a 'chain reaction' accident. My car has the most damage. Yay for me.
Feelin': 
sick
sickAmusing Me is: Without a Trace
26 February 2007 @ 09:27 pm
Remember how I was pissed that my Ipod took so long to get here?
Well the ha ha's on me.
I ordered it from Germany.
ps - I think my boss wants to get in my pants.
Well the ha ha's on me.
I ordered it from Germany.
ps - I think my boss wants to get in my pants.
Feelin': 
bouncy
bouncy21 February 2007 @ 11:52 pm
Name your 10 favorite songs by the letter given to you. Explain what they mean to you.
Deanroth gave me the letter M.
My Life - 12 Stones I will decide, and I will suffer the consequences or reap the rewards
Movin' On - Default Trust, love and loss. Giving up.
Midnight Show - The Killers Slutty one night stand song, perfect for me!
Maybe - Jack Johnson This song makes me feel good all over. Especially the sunrise part.
Magdalena - The Perfect Circle This song is about dark and deep forbidden lust.
Mississippi - Train being unnattainable........
Motorcycle Drive By - 3rd Eye Blind Wanting something you cannot have and being better for it.
Mutt - Blink 182 How messed up are we?
My Confession - Josh Groban Describes the moment you realize you are in love.
Made of Glass - Trapt Questioning purpose, insecurity, faith.
Feelin': 
flirty
flirtyAmusing Me is: Takin my life away - default
21 February 2007 @ 12:07 am
This was posted on my local papers website, if you are from one of these states please send a postcard. Friends and random readers, it would be great, and mention you saw it on a locals journal.....much much thanks! (ps comment if you do :))
We are starting a geography project and need your help!
We will be learning about the concepts "city, state, country, world and universe" over the next several months. To help us begin, we will be collecting postcards from all across the United States and marking the locations on our map. We will compare where we live to places all across our great nation.
If you live in another state and can send a post card from your state, we would really appreciate it.
Post cards can be sent to:
Mrs West's First Grade Class
West End Elementary
1515 11th Street
International Falls, Minnesota 56649-2501
Please visit this post often as we will also be updating this list indicating which states we still need. Thank you for your help!
Alabama
Alaska
Arizona
Arkansas
California
Colorado
Connecticut
Delaware
District of Columbia
Florida
Georgia
Hawaii
Idaho
Illinois
Indiana
Iowa
Kansas
Kentucky
Louisiana
Maine
Maryland
Massachusetts
Michigan
Minnesota
Mississippi
Missouri
Montana
Nebraska
Nevada
New Hampshire
New Jersey
New Mexico
New York
North Carolina
North Dakota
Ohio
Oklahoma
Oregon
Pennsylvania
Rhode Island
South Carolina
South Dakota
Tennessee
Texas
Utah
Vermont
Virginia
Washington
West Virginia
Wisconsin
Wyoming
We are starting a geography project and need your help!
We will be learning about the concepts "city, state, country, world and universe" over the next several months. To help us begin, we will be collecting postcards from all across the United States and marking the locations on our map. We will compare where we live to places all across our great nation.
If you live in another state and can send a post card from your state, we would really appreciate it.
Post cards can be sent to:
Mrs West's First Grade Class
West End Elementary
1515 11th Street
International Falls, Minnesota 56649-2501
Please visit this post often as we will also be updating this list indicating which states we still need. Thank you for your help!
Alabama
Alaska
Arizona
Arkansas
California
Colorado
Connecticut
Delaware
District of Columbia
Florida
Georgia
Hawaii
Idaho
Illinois
Indiana
Iowa
Kansas
Kentucky
Louisiana
Maine
Maryland
Massachusetts
Michigan
Minnesota
Mississippi
Missouri
Montana
Nebraska
Nevada
New Hampshire
New Jersey
New Mexico
New York
North Carolina
North Dakota
Ohio
Oklahoma
Oregon
Pennsylvania
Rhode Island
South Carolina
South Dakota
Tennessee
Texas
Utah
Vermont
Virginia
Washington
West Virginia
Wisconsin
Wyoming
13 February 2007 @ 09:59 pm
Poll #926830 Puppy Names
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 3
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 3
What should I name this female Yorkshire Terrier/Maltese mix?
View Answers
Sophie
0 (0.0%)
Lyric (I love music) 1 (33.3%)
Lovee 0 (0.0%)
Lily 1 (33.3%)
Stella 0 (0.0%)
other idea? (comment with name) 1 (33.3%)
Feelin': 
thoughtful
thoughtfulAmusing Me is: The Closer
01 February 2007 @ 06:10 pm
E = great in bed
M = best kisser
I = great in bed
L = unbelievably great in bed
Y = best girl you can ask for
M = best kisser
I = great in bed
L = unbelievably great in bed
Y = best girl you can ask for
10 January 2007 @ 01:00 am
05 January 2007 @ 09:18 am
I'm planning my release
Tonight I'll speak the words I never
Thought I'd ever have to say to you
Hope it stings you so deeply
For a moment you might see me
And I'll leave you there alone
One more thing that you should know
I'm not ever coming home
Think we should finally let this go
We both know it's the end of the road
All I ever needed
Someone to believe in
Anything that I could do
Maybe there's something beautiful
Hidden deep in my bones
I'll get as far as I can go
Where I run, you never will know
When you're left there lying alone
Know I'm never coming home
I think we've had enough time to know
So know that when I go
It's the end of the road
Know where I go, it's the end of the road
It's the end of the road
I'm never coming home
See, I'm never coming home
Tonight I'll speak the words I never
Thought I'd ever have to say to you
Hope it stings you so deeply
For a moment you might see me
And I'll leave you there alone
One more thing that you should know
I'm not ever coming home
Think we should finally let this go
We both know it's the end of the road
All I ever needed
Someone to believe in
Anything that I could do
Maybe there's something beautiful
Hidden deep in my bones
I'll get as far as I can go
Where I run, you never will know
When you're left there lying alone
Know I'm never coming home
I think we've had enough time to know
So know that when I go
It's the end of the road
Know where I go, it's the end of the road
It's the end of the road
I'm never coming home
See, I'm never coming home
13 December 2006 @ 08:37 pm
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.
refreshed
28 November 2006 @ 06:43 pm
Today was a good day. I got my whole apartment deep cleaned. And took a nap. I might stay up all night and watch LotR
I have to bring my car to a few places to get appraisals.
My dad backed into it on Thanksgiving.
Atleast 2 thousand dollars damage to my car, atleast another 3 grand to my moms car which he was driving. And then my dad had THE BALLS to blame it on me. My car was there before he parked! HE KNEW it was there!!!!
My car before Thanksgiving~
After Thanksgiving~
Then he told me that the gift I got for Destry was a bad choice - but hey it was $250 and my idea. Nice of him.
I have to bring my car to a few places to get appraisals.
My dad backed into it on Thanksgiving.
Atleast 2 thousand dollars damage to my car, atleast another 3 grand to my moms car which he was driving. And then my dad had THE BALLS to blame it on me. My car was there before he parked! HE KNEW it was there!!!!
My car before Thanksgiving~
After Thanksgiving~
Then he told me that the gift I got for Destry was a bad choice - but hey it was $250 and my idea. Nice of him.
Feelin': 
curious
curiousAmusing Me is: Without a Trace
15 November 2006 @ 11:12 pm
l o v i n g y o u a i n ' t e a s y ,
b u t i h e a r d y o u r s i s t e r i s
b u t i h e a r d y o u r s i s t e r i s
12 November 2006 @ 10:29 pm
Today was kind of a depressing day. I feel I have gotten myself into another funk. I really can't wait to move. I'm looking forward to seeing my parents and my dogs for Thanksgiving, it seems like it has been sooooo long already.
I signed up to be a pen pal with a soldier in the war, hopefully he/she will write me back! I just submitted my information to the program.
I need to find a charity to donate to for Christmas.
I'm not into that guy anymore.
I just feel really bummed out, I don't want to go out, Becky and I went downtown the other night and I wanted to go home by 9pm. I miss my mom :(
Feelin': 
uncomfortable
uncomfortableAmusing Me is: Wizard of Oz
29 October 2006 @ 01:14 am
Just got back from friend/coworker's mad hallowen party.
Could have had sex-ual relations with a fine looking gentleman, three to be exact, but only one was I pursueing.
He had a hard time remembering my last name, but I told him :"if you can remember my name next time I ask..." And he said "oh Emily W******* I'm going to give you the best of me....." over and over he said that.......
and then I left.
ha ha.
I miss sex.
A guy I work with told me he loved me.
Could have had sex-ual relations with a fine looking gentleman, three to be exact, but only one was I pursueing.
He had a hard time remembering my last name, but I told him :"if you can remember my name next time I ask..." And he said "oh Emily W******* I'm going to give you the best of me....." over and over he said that.......
and then I left.
ha ha.
I miss sex.
A guy I work with told me he loved me.
Feelin': 
horny
hornyAmusing Me is: the liquor in my belly
25 October 2006 @ 10:02 am
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting
Opening Credits:
Never mind - Jann Arden
Waking Up:
Senorita - Justin Timberlake
First Day At School:
Count on Me - Default
Falling In Love:
That's what I get - Nine Inch Nails
Fight Song:
Not Listening - Papa Roach
Breaking Up:
Making memories of us - Keith Urban
Prom:
Broken - 12 Stones
Life:
Not an addict - K's Choice
Mental Breakdown:
Give me novacaine - Green Day
Driving:
Sorry for myself - Jann Arden
Flashback:
It's good to be king - Tom Petty
Getting back together:
Dumb Girls - Lucy Woodward
Wedding:
Empty promises - Papa Roach
Birth of Child:
All these things that I've done - The Killers
Final Battle:
I'm Nuthin' - Ethan Hawke
Death Scene:
Sick and tired - Default
Funeral Song:
So far away - Staind
End Credits:
The sun - Maroon 5
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting
Opening Credits:
Never mind - Jann Arden
Waking Up:
Senorita - Justin Timberlake
First Day At School:
Count on Me - Default
Falling In Love:
That's what I get - Nine Inch Nails
Fight Song:
Not Listening - Papa Roach
Breaking Up:
Making memories of us - Keith Urban
Prom:
Broken - 12 Stones
Life:
Not an addict - K's Choice
Mental Breakdown:
Give me novacaine - Green Day
Driving:
Sorry for myself - Jann Arden
Flashback:
It's good to be king - Tom Petty
Getting back together:
Dumb Girls - Lucy Woodward
Wedding:
Empty promises - Papa Roach
Birth of Child:
All these things that I've done - The Killers
Final Battle:
I'm Nuthin' - Ethan Hawke
Death Scene:
Sick and tired - Default
Funeral Song:
So far away - Staind
End Credits:
The sun - Maroon 5
Feelin': creative
creativeAmusing Me is: Rhythm of her conversation
24 October 2006 @ 07:56 pm
Alot of wondering.....
I am officially moving, March 23rd.....only four miles from here though *ha ha* I love my job.
Besides having a thing for my bosses boyfriend, everything is in tip top shape!
*eats whopper*
I am supposed to make dinner for my department the second weekend in November, 12 people.
12 guys to be exact. This could be an expensive meal!!
*eats another whopper*
I think my photography is getting better, I'm getting a photoshop program that costs $600 for free - yay Mikie.
*another whopper bites the dust*
With my new apartment, with an extra 50 sq ft, comes a puppy, a cute cocker spaniel, almost a year off plan, but she will be here.
*last whopper demolished*
Becky and Craig are officially engaged, I am wondering if I will be her maid of honor or not..... She doesn't want to spend any more than 30 grand. Christ weddings are expensive.
*searches desk for a rollaway whopper*
Tyson was on the front page of the paper. This is the seventh article written about him in the last 3 years. Wowzers and he is only 26.
Feelin': curious
curiousAmusing Me is: The Lost World
22 October 2006 @ 09:44 pm
I've opened up my eyes, so tell me what I see
I've opened up my mind, so tell me how to think
Use your big words and show me how to speak
You can't live your life through me
I can't believe you think it's that easy 
Your walls of pride are only fencing you in
Your ego's been playing games with your head
You're not the mastermind
I am a product of my own design 
Following you and your promised guarentees
Free to choose as long as I live your dreams
You say my own weight could never be carried
I'll agree to disagree, I can't believe that you are that naive 
No more
My vision has never been so clear
Looks like i have no one left to fear
Feelin': 
a.r.o.u.n.d
a.r.o.u.n.dAmusing Me is: Something's Gotta Give